Why do I receive so many lovely messages, anon or not? Thank you so much lovelies for being supportive :)
thank you so much. Sometimes a virtual hug is also nice:)
thanks for caring, xxx
If I would upload the same pictures on my Facebook account as I do here, everybody would be like “wtf?”
I’m really really confused why I lost weight again.
I ate and ate and ate a lot , drank alcohol and smoked weed.
|2004:||fear that people of the internet find me in real life.|
|2012:||fear that real life people find me on the internet.|
Recovery has made me feel more powerful than that number on the scale ever could.
Lets summarise this day
- I was really angry and aggressive
- I didn’t go to work and not going to go there tomorrow as well
- I purged three times in 35 minutes because of stress
- I started crying about EVERY tiny bit
- I had a flashback, so they put a bucket full of water of my head because I didnt stop dissociating.